It's been many years since we had to part
But there's still a piece of you locked in my heart
Thinking of you still hurts me inside
And many times I've just sat and cried

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I've phoned you many a time year after year
But when it's been answered I've dropped it in fear
Too scared to say anything just in case
You turn and throw it all back in my face

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There have been others but that doesn't change
That you've always been in my hearts range
Haunting me sometimes when I dream
It gets to a point when I just want to scream

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I'm screwed up inside, my head's a mess
And I really don't know what to do for the best
I thought I'd recover after all this time
But inside I know you should still be mine

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I'm a physical wreck and emotionally shattered
And looking back you're all that's ever mattered
I may be foolish I know but it's true
Deep in my heart I still love you

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© A S May 1986